It's now expected of me that I will defy expectation, so I really generally seem to be free to write what I want.

It's now expected of me that I will defy expectation, so I really generally seem to be free to write what I want.

现在对我的期望是，我要反抗期望，所以我基本上可以自由地写我想写的东西。

-- Jonathan Lethem