There is no question you get pumped up by the recognition. Then a self-loathing sets in when you realise you're enjoying it.

There is no question you get pumped up by the recognition. Then a self-loathing sets in when you realise you're enjoying it.

毫无疑问，你会因得到认可而兴奋不已。然后，当你意识到自己很享受时，自我厌恶就开始了。

-- George C. Scott 乔治·C·斯科特